gold lion gonna tell me where....

[xundignifiedx]

today just kind of slipped by i dont feel like i was really there it was rather odd

i worked... watched a movie... took ryans break from him heh...
anyhoo i just felt really unaware of everything today
until i was on my way home... then everything especially the lights were very surreal suddenly i was overaware of everything the slightest flash or sound which was making me super paranoid
and i already have this premonition for lack of a better word that one day im going to have a tragic wreck... i think that saying it makes me aware of it... those things always happen when you least expect... its not really a fear of it happening its more of a ... driving down the road and seeing it happen
so all the way home i had this tight feeling in my chest...
its kindof still there

maybe i have an anxiety problem... i wish that could explain it
here it is a good 30 min since ive been home... and i still cant catch my breath

i think it had something to do with the way the moon lit up the sky, it really didnt seem dark

it was surreal

... now im fidgety