Drama, Drama, Drama.
That's how I'll start this off. I started school. And I work like crazy. then BAM! It nails me. Im falling apart from the inside out.
You never realize how much you want out of your life until you are faced with something that you may not have any control over in the end.
Female problems keep persisting. I hope so much for them just to end. I want to be able to have kids.
Boy trouble has, once again, entered my life. I love Shaun with everything I am. I mean, how could I not love this:
Still there is an unhappiness that lingers within me. Hopefully that will die off as well.
Im trying to stay positive about all my current negative situations but I'm finding it very difficult.
I'm being chased by an ex-. I have someone falling for me apparently that I work with. How do I get myself in these situations?
I don't look forward to work anymore, knowing that I need to make more money and just for the simple fact that I dont belong there. I know there has to be more out there for me, I just haven't found it yet.
Whoever reads this, I'm sure, is going to get a laugh and say that I am throwing myself a little pity party. And maybe that's true, but they can't say they haven't done it before as well. Leave me and party alone. I'll come out of it soon (with major hope).