not suposed to care
well im @ Alex's house so i decided to update.. well nothing really has happened.. school && not really anything exciting or worth writing.. i should be getting the internet back soon:D but dont know if i really want it back.. so who knows.. but yeah thats about it.. bc i aint going to sit here && write how sorry i am.. && all that other junk when its not even going to help anymore... it seems like EVERYTHING is falling apart.. && no one could care! && the person i really care for && thought you know he could be the one that i would spend the rest of my life w... well that aint looking too good right now we barley hang out.. && we barely talk as much.. i wish that would change bc i wish i could be happy again.. && love living:/