how can material things replace a human being

[xundermybreathx]

last night was awesome. chilled at froggers with a bunch of people, got my long island and pitcher on, then went to barbqbar with steven and nicole and got somemore pregame drinks. went to sick of it sundays and got wasted for freeeeeeeeee. so many good songs and good times. all the faces i have missed for so longs. it was fun getting rowdy and letting out some aggression. i needed that. i know where im going to be every sunday.

but im swimming up stream, not moving! still stuck in the same fucking spot, cant see where im going dont know what im looking for. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT.