Say hello to my gun,wait i left it with dignity~
I feel so under the weather its untrue now yeesh my face feels like ive been slapped for about an hour constantly lol and ultra hard to smoke which is a good thing i guess really?i really do hate smokeing and i cant see how anyone can really say they enjoy doing it.ive kind of realized i hardly have any will power and need to get myself a dose of that!life would be so much easyier and less stressfull if i wasnt so selfish and actually stuck to my guns.
college i really wasnt looking forward to i for the life of me needed a few more hours extra in bed this morning.last night when i was in bed it was really wierd because i remember wakeing up as if id just got in bed and i know sounds wierd but have the most strangest feeling i was sleep walking or something which is kinda scary.i arrived about 15 minutes late for college and hate it even more when im late for lifedrawing because i have to walk in while tim is spread butt naked hardly the most enjoyable thing to see when you walk into college first thing.a naked tubby greenpeace guy.i despise lifedrawing because it always makes me feel like crud for the rest of the day because i seemed to always get ditched and even more so today because we had to do a collarge of him!argh collarges suck!whats the point im sure if i wanted to do a collarge i could do it of something non well um not naked tim!college was pretty much empty i think the flus going about i dont think im going to go tommorow as i feel shocking.the afternoon i just sulked around trying to as little work as possible louise can be such a nazi and i think she really does have mood swings with me one day shell be cracking the whip at me and pratciruyl screaming at me like im a fat kid in gym and then others shell be praticurly makeing gold idols of me.git home and instantly crashed and burned like i have no energy i need to pull myself togeather lol!things feel so mundane.twas pancake day but ive hardly had any and managed to force about 3 down my kneck befor i felt too fat and physically sick =( i heart pancakes as well yeesh!cant think of anything much else really to say apart from ive realized ive been listening to...dashboard confessional for about 3 hours now i really must be sinking low if ive dragged that out haha!~
something has just cheered me up considrabley though and deffinatly looking forward too~took me long enough to ask lol yeesh!.
college i really wasnt looking forward to i for the life of me needed a few more hours extra in bed this morning.last night when i was in bed it was really wierd because i remember wakeing up as if id just got in bed and i know sounds wierd but have the most strangest feeling i was sleep walking or something which is kinda scary.i arrived about 15 minutes late for college and hate it even more when im late for lifedrawing because i have to walk in while tim is spread butt naked hardly the most enjoyable thing to see when you walk into college first thing.a naked tubby greenpeace guy.i despise lifedrawing because it always makes me feel like crud for the rest of the day because i seemed to always get ditched and even more so today because we had to do a collarge of him!argh collarges suck!whats the point im sure if i wanted to do a collarge i could do it of something non well um not naked tim!college was pretty much empty i think the flus going about i dont think im going to go tommorow as i feel shocking.the afternoon i just sulked around trying to as little work as possible louise can be such a nazi and i think she really does have mood swings with me one day shell be cracking the whip at me and pratciruyl screaming at me like im a fat kid in gym and then others shell be praticurly makeing gold idols of me.git home and instantly crashed and burned like i have no energy i need to pull myself togeather lol!things feel so mundane.twas pancake day but ive hardly had any and managed to force about 3 down my kneck befor i felt too fat and physically sick =( i heart pancakes as well yeesh!cant think of anything much else really to say apart from ive realized ive been listening to...dashboard confessional for about 3 hours now i really must be sinking low if ive dragged that out haha!~
something has just cheered me up considrabley though and deffinatly looking forward too~took me long enough to ask lol yeesh!.