Take off and landings~
I thought id waste away on here.yeesh i so havent slept at all i had to force myself to get in to bed last night or well this morning because was 6am lol but all i did was lie in bed till about 10 when i finally drifted for a couple hours but it wasnt even propper sleep if you get me.i just couldnt stop thinking about everything going on at the moement twas madness.i feel so so hungover and really like iam going to be sick,neece,why do i do this to myself?i still feel like im half drunk!iam so not looking forward to haveing to do anything productive today and college tommorow eeks?!i swear im just going to pass out!totally not looking forward to it apart from seeing peoples again and being able to talk about prague,maybe laugh at peoples photos if they bring them, hear about how the others who went to london got up to/what went down.argh i feel so retarded and eww and urgh and many other ways of expressing yourself through vile grunts.i need to stop writting so much in here im doing essays constantly i swear,least no one reads them because thier so big lol =)!ive decided im going to take it easy on drinking and everything else even going out for at least two weeks and try and get my bearings about me.on a positive note i booked a ticket to see the ataris tommorow i know i shall probberly get mocked for it but havent been to a "propper" show for a while me thinks its like the 4 time i think ive seen them?plane mistaken for stars and cursive are suportting =D hell yush!i bet im going to the be the oldest lankyest person there singing with a bunch of 12 year olds yeesh,nay mind though they were like one of my all time favorite bands and ive liked them many many years and respect them.still smileing from reading something last night.