Sadness

[xundacovablonde]

wow theres been alot of stuff happening, some good and some bad. Last day as a team was last monday good job victoria on getting most improved player and good job to sarah L for getting most spirited lol. Newaiz theres been alot of crashes recently and there also been alot of my friends almost crashing. Monday there were like 2 crashes, thursday there was another crash and some people got severly injured, Heather slamed into a pole, and then mike hydroplaned 2day and almost spun out el jeepo. Seeing ang hearing about all these people really made me think about how lucky we all are to be able to wake up in the morning and still be alive, b/c you can get hurt or die like any minute without warning. This truley has been a bad year 2 many people have died, and it really didnt hit me until i was thinking about all the dangerous shit i do. Every1 i kno who died this year were good people I mean you cant get a better guy than matt, you cant get a guy who would listen better than Ross, and you cant get another guy who felt so stronge about his belifs as Rossie. Those were some of the best people around, and yet those were the ones who died not people who do bad things that really should kill them...it really is weird if u think about it... There For this song is for all the ppl i've lost this year.

Alter Bridge ~In Loveing Memory

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was
To be alone...no
Cause you were always
There for me
You were always home waiting
But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see
And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me

I carry the things
That remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was
To be alone...no
Cause you were always
There for me
You were always home waiting
But now I come home
And it's not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone
And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still
All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me

RIP to Matt Brant *August 18, 1988 - March 11, 2004*(#5 u were loved by MANY, missed by ALL), Ross Carley *11/20/03 (Baby Boy Never Forgotten and always in our hears), Rossie Jones *10/3/04*(Our 6ft angel, Keep Smilin'). Always remember these people b/c you never know what your going to miss if you die tommarow...Matt never lived to see 16, never got his lisence, never graduated from Waubonsie, Never got to live out his dream of playing football at ohio state. Ross never turned 17, never got to play baseball again, never got to see his neice be born, and never got see his real dad. Rossie never got to graduate, never got to go to church again, and will never play basketball again...the worst part of all these things, is that they never got the chance to say goodbye...The angels in our lives are the ones that seem to get hurt, so never take them for graunted now b/c u wont relize how much u loved them till there gone.

sry this was kind of depressing but i've really been thinking about that since the eve of ross's death is today...