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Mar 10, 2007 03:05

3:05 am and I'm still up! That cup of coffee I drank sounded so good at the time.
I'm sooo regreting it right now.
I'm wide awake, which isn't good.
No one is awake, which means I have no one to talk to, which means I'm thinking wayy too much. :[
I hate being left to my own thoughts. Sometimes it's good to think about stuff, but at times I think I just make things even worse when I do. In the sense that I over think things. Stupid huh?
::sigh::
I wish I could go back to like 2 years ago, when everything was so much easier, and all I did was hang out with my friends and I didn't have to worry about anything.
I wish I could go back to that; it was so care free!
Now, it just isn't.
But, I like the person that I am today, better than the one I was two years ago, fuckk, better than I was a a year ago!
There's a lot of shit going through my head right now.
I'm so confused right now, about everything.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I want.
I just wish...I don't even know what I wish for!haha.
I just want to know something for sure, I mean this in a general sort of way, if that makes any sense?
My brother just got home and he's so drunk,hahaha.
Anyway,
I'm just so angry.

Counting down the days untill I got to Europe!3 more months. :]
I still haven't officially gone away.
I really need this trip.
Can't wait.
Hopefully, I come back and even better person, with more experience, and a broader understanding of things.
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