its not so bad

[xuhavemyheartx]

kill me slowly...
im over it
i have enough friends who are completely grown up and dont act stupid.
hanging out with jaymee friday.
saturday maybe going to this youth group thing with shannon.
casey has her period and its killing her lol.

-come over to my house cuz youre the one for me
-i feel eyelashes on my cheek
-but your taste still lingers on my lips like i just placed them upon yours
-italy isnt the same without you here
-we'll drink cheap wine and watch for shooting stars
-i starve for you
-will you still hold me when you see what i have done?
-my heart is dead and so are you
-perfectly flawed
-need agression to feed the spiders of perception
-you are my sunshine
-will you still kiss me the same?
-you were from a perfect world a world that threw me away today
-a pill to make you numb a pill to make you dumb a pill to make you anybody else
-wake me up before you leave today
-put a message on my pillow that says just to stay asleep in bed
-had to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucks
-but all the drugs in this world wont save her from herself
-your rage is like a fist in my womb
-cant you forgive what you think ive done?
-babble babble bitch bitch
-where are you? and im so sorry
-without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray...

thats all i have to say...