you call that a childhood....
tonight was good and bad fun and unfun.
fun stuff:
-fighting with dallas
-watching jay get excited over brownies
-singing and being an ass with shannon
-playing pictionary (spelling?)
-seeing dallas's face whenever the girls team got another point
-getting pissed when we didnt win and telling shanny we werent best friends anymore lol
-seeing friends
-seeing kyle
-when dave and opie stayed late and talked with me and my mommy
-when randy called
-taking the car for a joy ride and getting lost a block away from my house
unfun stuff:
-knowing that i am unforgiving
-being told im beautiful and not being able to believe it
-realizing how bad i treated my 2 best friends in the past
-realizing i trust barely anyone
-hearing steve talk about unconditional love for his parents and not having it apply to me (dad)
-realizing how lonely max really is and theres nothing i can do to help it but be there for him
-coming to the conclusion that some people have it a lot worse off than me...i hate when i am proved wrong...i hate that i proved it myself...
-realizing i have a year left here before i move out
-not knowing where im going to be in the future
-giving up my dreams
-not being able to go to homecoming and hearing everyone talk about it
-getting jealous of realitionships which are better off than my own
so thats my night...alot of emotions but what can you expect from a teenage drama queen...?
Scene: in my kitchen, mom standing at the counter, opie sitting in a chair near the counter, dave sitting across from me at the table
::chella:: look around we have no microwave
::dave:: why is that
::Chella:: my mom doesnt believe in microwaves...she has very strong oppinions
::dave:: (staring in disbelief) i dont believe that
::chella:: mom tell dave you dont believe in microwaves
::mom:: laughs
::dave:: see i knew you were lying
::mom:: we used to have a microwave but .. (dave interrupts)
::dave:: you blew it up didnt you...?
fun stuff:
-fighting with dallas
-watching jay get excited over brownies
-singing and being an ass with shannon
-playing pictionary (spelling?)
-seeing dallas's face whenever the girls team got another point
-getting pissed when we didnt win and telling shanny we werent best friends anymore lol
-seeing friends
-seeing kyle
-when dave and opie stayed late and talked with me and my mommy
-when randy called
-taking the car for a joy ride and getting lost a block away from my house
unfun stuff:
-knowing that i am unforgiving
-being told im beautiful and not being able to believe it
-realizing how bad i treated my 2 best friends in the past
-realizing i trust barely anyone
-hearing steve talk about unconditional love for his parents and not having it apply to me (dad)
-realizing how lonely max really is and theres nothing i can do to help it but be there for him
-coming to the conclusion that some people have it a lot worse off than me...i hate when i am proved wrong...i hate that i proved it myself...
-realizing i have a year left here before i move out
-not knowing where im going to be in the future
-giving up my dreams
-not being able to go to homecoming and hearing everyone talk about it
-getting jealous of realitionships which are better off than my own
so thats my night...alot of emotions but what can you expect from a teenage drama queen...?
Scene: in my kitchen, mom standing at the counter, opie sitting in a chair near the counter, dave sitting across from me at the table
::chella:: look around we have no microwave
::dave:: why is that
::Chella:: my mom doesnt believe in microwaves...she has very strong oppinions
::dave:: (staring in disbelief) i dont believe that
::chella:: mom tell dave you dont believe in microwaves
::mom:: laughs
::dave:: see i knew you were lying
::mom:: we used to have a microwave but .. (dave interrupts)
::dave:: you blew it up didnt you...?