signs.

Aug 06, 2010 19:42

when will you be honest?

why don't you just say it when you're tired of us?

at least it'll make things easier for everyone.

the way you don't speak during the lunches and recesses, i never thought it would be this bad.

but the outing today proved it. it really was that bad.

the way you always maintained silence, the way you never spoke more than 4 sentences, the excuse you gave that you had nothing or didn't know what to say. the response you gave when she tried so hard to make things liven up and make you interact more.

you are hurting not my heart, but her heart. she could feel that you two are drifting apart, she hated it. she could feel you are avoiding her, intentionally or not i have no idea, only you know the truth. she hated the awkwardness between the two of you. she's confused and feels that she's losing you, that no one cares about her, that she has no true friend.

what happened?

what hurts me is that...it's very obvious that you're bored with us, that you are tired of us, that you want to go back to the new group of friends you have found. but you kept denying so. you never tel us anything. it makes me so sad that we spent 3/4 of the outing in silence, all 4 of us. and you never said beyond 4 sentences. if being with them really makes you happier, then go to them. we're not asking you to stay with us.

i think the two of us has already come to terms with it, just that she who was once your good friend still can't accept it.

when will you be honest?

once, when i was avoiding her, you told me to snap out of it and speak to her once again because she felt so sad about me avoiding her. you even told me that if i didn't want her to sink back into depression, i have to speak to her. so what are you doing to her now? she was once your good friend. whilst socialising with new friends, can't you even stop and spare a thought for her? spare her the time to listen to her troubles?

no. apparently, it has turned cold. your heart has, your attitude has, you have.

when will you be honest?

the signs to a splitting friendship i never thought i'll once again experience came from you, someone i respected and thought was wise.

i think it's time to let go.

so just go.
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