oops i think i've just messed up my life.
i'm getting fatter.
i tried to use a borrowed OSIM uZap and see if it works but it doesn't seem to. maybe it's because i've been eating too much. i used to be able to stop myself... i used to have the drive, the determination, the confidence. until i lost it... somewhere... somehow... like that button which dropped off your shirt and you kept it in a certain compartment in your bag. you thought you still had it all the while, but one day u realised it's not around anymore and you're really affected although for months and years, you've been so busy with other "bigger" things that you've never had time to sew it back.
and because of that, the button's lost... forever. part of a memory now. a little random story you will remember in future, or perhaps, will forget after some years. :(
sheesh, how did getting fat link to a lost button? um... maybe the button dropped off because i was getting too fat? HA!
my very nice dj ym was really sweet to buy a book back for me from hongkong. i've read it, it's really cool and i love it. thx lots! :) the words may be simple, but the thoughts behind each statement are deeper than it seems. or maybe it's just me thinking too much? haha... i want to do something like that too! i want momo to be famous! :)
will be playing my first basketball match tonight after being 'retired' for so long... i used to love the feeling of being in a competition. i hope i find the drive and confidence that i used to have in basketball. or else it'll just prove that i'd really lost it. jia you ba.
i tried to use a borrowed OSIM uZap and see if it works but it doesn't seem to. maybe it's because i've been eating too much. i used to be able to stop myself... i used to have the drive, the determination, the confidence. until i lost it... somewhere... somehow... like that button which dropped off your shirt and you kept it in a certain compartment in your bag. you thought you still had it all the while, but one day u realised it's not around anymore and you're really affected although for months and years, you've been so busy with other "bigger" things that you've never had time to sew it back.
and because of that, the button's lost... forever. part of a memory now. a little random story you will remember in future, or perhaps, will forget after some years. :(
sheesh, how did getting fat link to a lost button? um... maybe the button dropped off because i was getting too fat? HA!
my very nice dj ym was really sweet to buy a book back for me from hongkong. i've read it, it's really cool and i love it. thx lots! :) the words may be simple, but the thoughts behind each statement are deeper than it seems. or maybe it's just me thinking too much? haha... i want to do something like that too! i want momo to be famous! :)
will be playing my first basketball match tonight after being 'retired' for so long... i used to love the feeling of being in a competition. i hope i find the drive and confidence that i used to have in basketball. or else it'll just prove that i'd really lost it. jia you ba.