Oct 23, 2007 12:19
Beginning of September 2007 until beginning of June 2008: This may be a very discouraging time. Your vital energies are pretty low, and you may feel quite incapable of dealing with the adversities that often accompany this influence.
These adversities may come from a number of sources. First of all, other people, particularly employers and other persons in authority, may oppose your plans in several areas. This is not usually a good time for successfully attaining your goals.
You may feel physically tired, as if the burdens of your life are too much for you. Quite commonly during this time people feel old, even if they are in fact young, and there is a profound sense of world-weariness. Be careful of your health and conserve your energies.
Your ambitions may also be thwarted by circumstances or by other people. Even though you and your associates have the best intentions for your future, something seems to block you.
It is possible that you may be caught in some kind of relationship, for example, a bad marriage or love affair, that limits your self-expression. Quite frequently this influence brings such relationships to an end.
This period is best dealt with by understanding that it is part of a natural cycle in your life. Nothing is gained by fighting it; instead you must learn to flow with it. This influence represents a period of endings which will be followed by new beginnings. The problem is to avoid being discouraged and frustrated by the endings. Soon you will have the opportunity to begin new projects that will build up to new peaks of achievement in about fourteen years.
Pretty low energy is right. Unreasonably depressed. Lonely. Tired. Wanting to do nothing but be babied. It's all applicable and ridiculously true.
I'm quitting the student government job. It doesn't feel worth it.
My mom came up this weekend because I needed her for my sanity. What an amazing family I have, even with all their quirks.
Things can only get better when you're at the bottom.
I hope this is my bottom.
xox