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Jun 07, 2006 05:55

[04:18] RumorsAndPoetry: How's things?
[04:19] NoMoreSadRocks: Great. Amazing actually. Then I went through a moment of psychosis and went a little mentally unstable and things went back to profoundly amazing.
[04:19] RumorsAndPoetry: Care to elaborate?
[04:19] NoMoreSadRocks: I went out to see Tiffini on Monday\
[04:19] NoMoreSadRocks: Stayed the night out at her place.
[04:20] NoMoreSadRocks: And everything was amazing. Had a great time. Discovered once again just how badly I can make women want me.
[04:20] NoMoreSadRocks: Even reinforced the great impressions I'd made to her family.
[04:21] NoMoreSadRocks: Hell, her Grandma told me straight to my face that she really liked me and wanted me to stick around for a while. Told me to stay at her place tonight if I wanted to.
[04:23] NoMoreSadRocks: Then, shortly before I left I had a surge of jealousy that was triggered by the knowledge that Tiffini would be spending tomorrow at Bush Gardens with a long time friend / ex boyfriend / guy that's once again expressing interest in her. Despite my 100% complete confidence that nothing was going on there and that the girl's all mine my past decided to spring upon my unsuspecting mind.
[04:24] NoMoreSadRocks: Stupid cheating coke-whore bitch.
[04:25] NoMoreSadRocks: But I was completely aware of what was going on in my head, maintained some control over it, and then was made to feel better after talking to Tiffini for about an hour tonight.
[04:27] NoMoreSadRocks: And so... I'm probably still a step away from re-entering "Too good to be true" mode. But till that step's crossed over I'm still going to keep into a good mood.

The girl's been making me happy. It's a remarkable feat. Atleast it seems like it to me. There's more I could say. More I could elaborate on. But I'm sleepy and I think I can finally go to sleep peacefully and without my mind trying to play tricks on me again. Peace of mind has quickly been restored after the temporary failure. I feel good.
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