Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas everyone! I hope everyone is having a great Christmas so far. I love you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS. I LOVE YOU, YOU BIG FAT DRUNK! <33 ;)
Christmas Eve
I had an amazing Christmas Eve. During the day I wrapped presents w/ my brother, went to the mall quickly to exchange something, hung out here w/ my family, got chinese food (tradition.) After dinner me, my mom, and my dad went to Windham and around Nashua to look at xmas lights. So fun, so amazing. Its tradition as well to do that every year. The house in Windham is by far the most gorgeous house I've ever seen. After lights, we came home at around 9 and watched my favoritest Christmas movie ever...A Miracle on 34th Street. Best movie ever, and I love it so effing much. Its a real tear jerker. Dylan McDermott is my hero! <33 I went to bed at around 12:30.
Christmas
Woke up at 7:45am...after being woken up at 4:00am. Haha <33. We opened presents at around 8:30. I got so much stuff. =)
* DIGITAL CAMERA! :) :) :)
* DVD PLAYER :) :) :)
* 7th Heaven on DVD...6 discs, complete first season. Oh boy, its amazing.
* Last season of Friends on DVD
* Dashboard Confessional CD
* Simple Plan CD
* Something Corporate CD (already have it, so I'm gonna exchange it for Gavin Degraw. <3)
* Gold clada ring...fricken beautiful
* Gold hoop earrings
* Silver hoop earrings
* $50 to AE
* $50 to AF
* Corduroy jacket from Aero
* Jeans from AERO
* 3 button up shirts from aero
* Zip up and t shirt from aero
* Memory card for my digital camera
I love you Mom, Dad, and Chris -- ths is one of the best Christmas' ever. <33 Thank you so much.
Now I get to go to my Papa's. =) I can't wait.
... I miss you Nana, the house isn't the same, but I still can smell your scent. I love you, life isn't the same. Words can't describe how much I miss you. <3
Merry Christmas everyone.
I love you all so much.
<3 Darc
So after xmas here w/ the fam I went to my Papa's house. Had a good time for the most part. I got a beautiful ring from my papa, earrings and a bracelet from my aunt/uncle/cousins, $20, and a gc to Aero. I made out pretty well there as well. I'm very lucky to have a family to be able to spend Christmas with.
As much as I enjoyed Christmas this year, I can't help but feel sad. Everytime I go to my Papa's house, I read the poems on the wall that me and my cousins/brother wrote when my Nana died. I look at the pictures. I look around the house and see everything in place, just like my Nana had it. I hear the koo koo clock every hour and think back to when my nana and papa babysat me. So many memories. I miss her so much. She was my angel. <3 Now she is looking down on me from above. I love you so much Nana, I really really miss you and nothing is the same.
My uncle left. He pisses me off so bad. Seriously, I just want to shut him out of my life. Gahh.
I hate having to sit here and think "This might be the last year that I spend with my grandfather." He has cancer, and I know this could be the last Christmas he has with us. =( I love you Papa.
Oh, and it would be nice to share this holiday with someone. I see my brother spending it with amanda, and my friends w/ their boyfriends. I'd give anything to have you. He's out there ... I was just hoping someone would show up that cares about me with like a rose or something. Or just to say Merry Christmas. One day Darc, one day...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS. I LOVE YOU, YOU BIG FAT DRUNK! <33 ;)
Christmas Eve
I had an amazing Christmas Eve. During the day I wrapped presents w/ my brother, went to the mall quickly to exchange something, hung out here w/ my family, got chinese food (tradition.) After dinner me, my mom, and my dad went to Windham and around Nashua to look at xmas lights. So fun, so amazing. Its tradition as well to do that every year. The house in Windham is by far the most gorgeous house I've ever seen. After lights, we came home at around 9 and watched my favoritest Christmas movie ever...A Miracle on 34th Street. Best movie ever, and I love it so effing much. Its a real tear jerker. Dylan McDermott is my hero! <33 I went to bed at around 12:30.
Christmas
Woke up at 7:45am...after being woken up at 4:00am. Haha <33. We opened presents at around 8:30. I got so much stuff. =)
* DIGITAL CAMERA! :) :) :)
* DVD PLAYER :) :) :)
* 7th Heaven on DVD...6 discs, complete first season. Oh boy, its amazing.
* Last season of Friends on DVD
* Dashboard Confessional CD
* Simple Plan CD
* Something Corporate CD (already have it, so I'm gonna exchange it for Gavin Degraw. <3)
* Gold clada ring...fricken beautiful
* Gold hoop earrings
* Silver hoop earrings
* $50 to AE
* $50 to AF
* Corduroy jacket from Aero
* Jeans from AERO
* 3 button up shirts from aero
* Zip up and t shirt from aero
* Memory card for my digital camera
I love you Mom, Dad, and Chris -- ths is one of the best Christmas' ever. <33 Thank you so much.
Now I get to go to my Papa's. =) I can't wait.
... I miss you Nana, the house isn't the same, but I still can smell your scent. I love you, life isn't the same. Words can't describe how much I miss you. <3
Merry Christmas everyone.
I love you all so much.
<3 Darc
So after xmas here w/ the fam I went to my Papa's house. Had a good time for the most part. I got a beautiful ring from my papa, earrings and a bracelet from my aunt/uncle/cousins, $20, and a gc to Aero. I made out pretty well there as well. I'm very lucky to have a family to be able to spend Christmas with.
As much as I enjoyed Christmas this year, I can't help but feel sad. Everytime I go to my Papa's house, I read the poems on the wall that me and my cousins/brother wrote when my Nana died. I look at the pictures. I look around the house and see everything in place, just like my Nana had it. I hear the koo koo clock every hour and think back to when my nana and papa babysat me. So many memories. I miss her so much. She was my angel. <3 Now she is looking down on me from above. I love you so much Nana, I really really miss you and nothing is the same.
My uncle left. He pisses me off so bad. Seriously, I just want to shut him out of my life. Gahh.
I hate having to sit here and think "This might be the last year that I spend with my grandfather." He has cancer, and I know this could be the last Christmas he has with us. =( I love you Papa.
Oh, and it would be nice to share this holiday with someone. I see my brother spending it with amanda, and my friends w/ their boyfriends. I'd give anything to have you. He's out there ... I was just hoping someone would show up that cares about me with like a rose or something. Or just to say Merry Christmas. One day Darc, one day...