::Shine On.::
I'm starting to feel a little bit better now. All day today was straight depression and it sucked. I hate feeling that way. My brain overflows with all types of shit. Kid stuff bad stuff, every damn thing. There are times when I do think about how life would have been if i would just have gone with the program and wasn't myself.
All I can do is raise my daughter to be herself, but not to the point to where you get kicked out of school for stupid crap like I did. I'm not sure how things will end up turning out with me and Renae. Right now not so good, all because of my demons. After Madi was born all I wanted was for us all to be a happy family. I don't want madi growing up with parents in different households, but if that's how its gotta be then so be it.
All I can do is raise my daughter to be herself, but not to the point to where you get kicked out of school for stupid crap like I did. I'm not sure how things will end up turning out with me and Renae. Right now not so good, all because of my demons. After Madi was born all I wanted was for us all to be a happy family. I don't want madi growing up with parents in different households, but if that's how its gotta be then so be it.