The weekend from hell

May 01, 2005 23:48

Friday - i loved friday, well most of it. i was hanging out with friends and having fun, met some new people. then i get a fuckin call from my aunt. shes like i have a problem, i need u to do me a favor; shit like that. so i figured shes obviously drunk. she goes on "i havnt been allowed to grieve in 10 years" its fuckin bullshit. i couldnt believe she was doing that to me on the eve of the worst day of my life. i hagn up teared up and went on havin fun.

Saturday - i surprisingly was ok. didnt really have too many memories flowing through my head. hung out with matt, mitch, vikkie, leeann, and vikkie's friend jenna. we went to see amityville horror; quite possibly the best movie ever. it fuckin ruled. im not an easy person to scare during a movie. and i even jumped a few times. so i suggest everyone go see it.

Sunday - time to move on. im not goin to let my dad's death rule my life. im goin to be 18. its finally time I enjoyed my life. my birthday is in a few days. excited = me. its my time. he knos how i feel and how i will never forget. i think im stronger now. ive excepted this and now im a stronger person (emotionally)
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