What a bad day..
Oh man today was such a bad day for me. I spoke to Him today after
like weeks of not talking to him. I gave him a letter, it pretty
much said that I was over him, and that I still Loved him but Not
in That way. I also wrote that I would always be there for him no
matter what, and that I hoped that he could go out with that girl
that he likes, and that I know that he would make her really happy:)
I wrote all those things because I just needed some closure( I meant
it all). I don't regret writing it but I do feel bad about it. The
letter was so nice, I didn't write anything mean to him. When he read
it he didn't think anything about it, when he read the part where I said
I was over him he just said "Finally". He told me that if we didn't talk
or were friends it wouldn't really affect him. He said that he felt weird
when I was near him because i'm his ex (What does that mean?). Well after
that he told me about Corina (the girl he likes), he told me that they've been
"talking". She seems like a nice person, I swear I think I had math with her,
but i'm not sure..... Well I hope that the people who read this don't think bad
of Him because those aren't my intentions. I'm just writing what i'm thinking
about. The Good part about the whole thing is that I saw how much hes changed
and how I just don't Love him in that way anymore. He's changed so much that
its become impossible for me to love him in That way. I'm in Love with who he was before.
I really hope that he goes out with that girl, he seems to like her a lot.
I know that he would be happy:) Now all I can do is look back at our past together
and smile because thats all I can do, smile.
like weeks of not talking to him. I gave him a letter, it pretty
much said that I was over him, and that I still Loved him but Not
in That way. I also wrote that I would always be there for him no
matter what, and that I hoped that he could go out with that girl
that he likes, and that I know that he would make her really happy:)
I wrote all those things because I just needed some closure( I meant
it all). I don't regret writing it but I do feel bad about it. The
letter was so nice, I didn't write anything mean to him. When he read
it he didn't think anything about it, when he read the part where I said
I was over him he just said "Finally". He told me that if we didn't talk
or were friends it wouldn't really affect him. He said that he felt weird
when I was near him because i'm his ex (What does that mean?). Well after
that he told me about Corina (the girl he likes), he told me that they've been
"talking". She seems like a nice person, I swear I think I had math with her,
but i'm not sure..... Well I hope that the people who read this don't think bad
of Him because those aren't my intentions. I'm just writing what i'm thinking
about. The Good part about the whole thing is that I saw how much hes changed
and how I just don't Love him in that way anymore. He's changed so much that
its become impossible for me to love him in That way. I'm in Love with who he was before.
I really hope that he goes out with that girl, he seems to like her a lot.
I know that he would be happy:) Now all I can do is look back at our past together
and smile because thats all I can do, smile.