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WHO saves the people that are always saving us? This idea is stemming from an on going problem I am trying to investigate. A young man I know and love is always busy trying to save everyone else. Always saving the old lady that the garage fell on or the old man who fell down went boom. Always trying to save the show, rigging fixtures to make things work because the show must go on. Saving people from fires, injuries, accidents. Always the first to respond, but who responds when he needs help? Well that is if he even tries to tell us he needs help.
You get a mentality that when your the one saving everyone else, you dont need to be saved. You have to swallow the truth and forget bout your own problems to save everyone else. But your not forgetting your not swallowing you're running. Yes, you are running from the very things that are killing you because you cant face it. So absorbed in everything else, you are not facing your fears with a head held high your hand in mine ready to battle ready to win.
How do you define being happy. Evaluating my life is like admitting I exist... something Im not too sure i can do. Being in sync with your emotions for me is like trying to realize that i have feelings. I all too often am enduring on the things that don't make me happy rather than the things that make me happy. What does make me happy? when am i happy most? are the things making me happy healthy?
Note to self. Don't do anything you don't want to do OR if in a relationship make sure its what you BOTH want or you'll end up like uncle Joe. stuck in between two places. Not because you werent strong enough to stop it before it happened but because you were not living in the moment not living right now. you were living in your story not your reality.
everyone is told stories. everyone tells stories but are we living in the real world by living by our stories or are we living in the real world by realizing the logistics of each and every fiber of our lives?
Congratulations to Sarah and Paul, cheers to many years of always knowing that you will have at least one person to count on in this world.
You get a mentality that when your the one saving everyone else, you dont need to be saved. You have to swallow the truth and forget bout your own problems to save everyone else. But your not forgetting your not swallowing you're running. Yes, you are running from the very things that are killing you because you cant face it. So absorbed in everything else, you are not facing your fears with a head held high your hand in mine ready to battle ready to win.
How do you define being happy. Evaluating my life is like admitting I exist... something Im not too sure i can do. Being in sync with your emotions for me is like trying to realize that i have feelings. I all too often am enduring on the things that don't make me happy rather than the things that make me happy. What does make me happy? when am i happy most? are the things making me happy healthy?
Note to self. Don't do anything you don't want to do OR if in a relationship make sure its what you BOTH want or you'll end up like uncle Joe. stuck in between two places. Not because you werent strong enough to stop it before it happened but because you were not living in the moment not living right now. you were living in your story not your reality.
everyone is told stories. everyone tells stories but are we living in the real world by living by our stories or are we living in the real world by realizing the logistics of each and every fiber of our lives?
Congratulations to Sarah and Paul, cheers to many years of always knowing that you will have at least one person to count on in this world.