Mixed Drinks, Mixed Feelings
This year is so weird. Good, positive, unexpected, but weird.
So many things are being redefined. It's all been happening the way it should in some sort of organic fashion. I haven't had to force the major changes and that feels amazing.
I always thought I knew myself and what I wanted but that all seems less true now.
What I find good and acceptable are being redefined. I am enjoying with all of this and want more. Faster. To be enfulfed in the changes happening mentally, physically and philosphically.
It's a solo journey, but I'm thankful as fuck for Ashley hanging around. She's being a trooper while I adjust.
So many things are being redefined. It's all been happening the way it should in some sort of organic fashion. I haven't had to force the major changes and that feels amazing.
I always thought I knew myself and what I wanted but that all seems less true now.
What I find good and acceptable are being redefined. I am enjoying with all of this and want more. Faster. To be enfulfed in the changes happening mentally, physically and philosphically.
It's a solo journey, but I'm thankful as fuck for Ashley hanging around. She's being a trooper while I adjust.