me venting
"Bottom Of A Bottle"
Been scared and lonely
I've asked myself is something wrong
with you
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with
issues
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand
Why I always wanna fly
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
You always call me
And ask me how I make it through
the day
I'm always fallin'
I guess it's just God's way of making me pay
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
When I, I wonder why I try
And I, I wonder why I bother
And I, I wonder why I cry
Why I, I go through all this trouble
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
U said when sheree asked if u wanted to go to the party u said u didn want o go and now u just told me that u don care u just want o go to partys and crap so witch is is im so confused worried I need to talk to u in person or something cus I guess wut ever tht fuck I saw donst matter to u wut so every who know if I even matter to u any more im so lost and confused wit u and every day I get more and more depressed and pissed of u wont tell me ne thing my/ somthign aobut my jujmen wut I would think if u went if u want to go to that party that badly wen we were going out u could have went I woulnt have been happy but did u think we could have gone together u know my parents were gone all weekend I am so worried about u and I am blah df;bsk u know in ur we could have made this work if u would have just talk to me about things instead of just leaving me. I keep thinking aobut stupid things. Like how I said I feel betrade and mistrusted u well we I was thinking about stupid things but right now I don know wut to belive deep down inside I it tells me that u love me and the this last 3rd chance in 2 weeks we well get back together and we well last but recently I haven’t been listing to that and I have been thinking different I still feel that way but I have been thinking different.. but I guess we wont know intell that time comes but ur the one who holds the answer and I am really really worried and its because of the y u r u got durnk and ended up naked wit some guy and u don seem to care nor ur grades and I want to help u get better and be there for u but u don seem to understand that and that I here for u cus u never talk to me about things. And as mutch u say u don carea bout ne thing it makes me think that im one of those things. This is me venting me thinking and wut my mind in racing.. well ur on now im think about giving u this but I don know y or if I should… well I guess.. I love u so mutch it hurts me to see u like this I miss u and I want u better..
Been scared and lonely
I've asked myself is something wrong
with you
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with
issues
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand
Why I always wanna fly
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
You always call me
And ask me how I make it through
the day
I'm always fallin'
I guess it's just God's way of making me pay
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
When I, I wonder why I try
And I, I wonder why I bother
And I, I wonder why I cry
Why I, I go through all this trouble
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle
U said when sheree asked if u wanted to go to the party u said u didn want o go and now u just told me that u don care u just want o go to partys and crap so witch is is im so confused worried I need to talk to u in person or something cus I guess wut ever tht fuck I saw donst matter to u wut so every who know if I even matter to u any more im so lost and confused wit u and every day I get more and more depressed and pissed of u wont tell me ne thing my/ somthign aobut my jujmen wut I would think if u went if u want to go to that party that badly wen we were going out u could have went I woulnt have been happy but did u think we could have gone together u know my parents were gone all weekend I am so worried about u and I am blah df;bsk u know in ur we could have made this work if u would have just talk to me about things instead of just leaving me. I keep thinking aobut stupid things. Like how I said I feel betrade and mistrusted u well we I was thinking about stupid things but right now I don know wut to belive deep down inside I it tells me that u love me and the this last 3rd chance in 2 weeks we well get back together and we well last but recently I haven’t been listing to that and I have been thinking different I still feel that way but I have been thinking different.. but I guess we wont know intell that time comes but ur the one who holds the answer and I am really really worried and its because of the y u r u got durnk and ended up naked wit some guy and u don seem to care nor ur grades and I want to help u get better and be there for u but u don seem to understand that and that I here for u cus u never talk to me about things. And as mutch u say u don carea bout ne thing it makes me think that im one of those things. This is me venting me thinking and wut my mind in racing.. well ur on now im think about giving u this but I don know y or if I should… well I guess.. I love u so mutch it hurts me to see u like this I miss u and I want u better..