Dec 06, 2004 20:48
the space between a blink and a tear,.....
well to day was fun till i got home my parents make me feel like they don want to me here and that they dont like the person i am. she wants me to cut my hari cus she dosnt loike it she dosnt like wut i listn to even if i play a classic rock song she turns it off she donst like me working on my computer or ne thing i do she gets mad at me all the time. im not apreciated <-- spleed way wrong o well and im taken for granted i do every thing in my hosue and its still not good enough it makes me wounder is i would ever get the aproval or some form of thx or respect o well i cant waot till i can leave. my uncle yelld at me at the table when we were eating dinner he said he was drinking some juice and ty said he wanted some and i said that kinda juce is grosse and gary said i didnt ask if u liked it i was talking to tyler then i said well i guess u didnt ask for my or ne one els's opinion and i havent talk to him all night then later i was in the kitchen i was talking to dave amking my lunch when mel comes in u guys need toi make a list for lunch stuff is there ne juce do u want some juice for ur lunches an di said no it easer to take water and its better and we both never take the juice ne way so there no point and mel said i wasnt talking to not every one talks to u joey. well i said fine i jsut wont tlak ne more then left to my room for the rest of the night god. this weekned i was kinda distant from every one i havent really talk to ne latly on the phone witch is kinda differnt i havent talk to or seen holly all last week witch is very differnt lol i need to give back her movies tho i will next time i see her ill try to call her later
.....death blooms