yeah...

[xtuffcookie]

it is hard to admit things to myself. i am not anything i think i am.
i am not as important as i think i am.
i am not as funny as i think i am.
i am not as special as i think i am.
i am not as intelligent as i think i am.
i know nothing.
my reality is somewhere in my head. a place that can not be viewed by others, though i expect everyone to see it.
things i hate amitting:
i do not have 100% trust in any one person.
i over-react.
i am a jealous person.
i am a jealous person for no real reason most of the time.
i am over-react in simple situtations because my jealousy gets in the way.
i am alone in my reality.
there is no reality.
i have everything yet nothing at the same time.
i....(insert some negative thing).
i am negative in 90% of situtations.
i see negativity.
i feel negative about my negative feelings.
i like cheeseburgers but hate cheese...yeah, figure that one out.
i over analyze everything to a point where normal reality can not even think of.
i look to deeply into subjects that are innocent and have no depth.
i have the grestest amount of love given to me, yet i need constant reminder.
i suck in all forms of social communition.
everything is not as bad as i make it out to be.
depressing/negative anniverseries rip my soul apart.

but other then that, i'm doing awesome. hooray!!
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