Jun 21, 2009 11:49
I don't even check my LJ Friends page that often anymore. Each time that I do, it's usually filled with cuteoverload entries, Chris's Twitter feed, and some random entry from Matt.
So what's been going on with my life these days? Fanime came and went with what seemed like a success. In fact, the forums were surprisingly quiet in the aftermath. Apparently gripe session was very uneventful (for FS division).
After Fanime, I got super busy with the end of the quarter at school. My professors decided that it would be cool to lay on a ton of projects at the end of the quarter. I managed to finish things up for one class, but I still have outstanding work for another. So in way, my quarter has not finished yet. I just have some homework to turn in. Am I doing it right now? Not in the past few days. Am I being a bad student? Yep. Do I care? Not particularly.
School has been engulfing my life lately. Call me juvenile, but I look at the places and things that my friends are doing from pictures on Facebook and I feel totally left out. But as someone once said to me, "You chose this for yourself. Deal with it."
I was driving back home from the pool hall the other night and I felt kind of lonely. I sometimes even go shopping alone these days. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy living on my own because of the independence, but sometimes it's too quiet. I have people to hang out with at school, and friends that I can call up and stuff. But I think because of what I want/don't want right now, I tend to keep people from getting too close (especially since most of these people are guys). Sometimes these people are downright annoying because they act like children. I never had to deal with this kind of bullshit before. Why now?