sigh
long day of Christmas shopping n Im still not even done yet..sucha long stressful day n I gotta work soon.
sigh.
today brought me a lot of emotions. I miss Brent. I HATE feelin so fuckin pathetic. I HATE this hate this hate this. I can front all I want to, but I do miss him. I cant fuckin wait for this feeling to pass...these feelings to pass. Every time I feel this way,
I took Jon to red lobster for his birthday. It was nice...sigh. I wish more than anything i WAS IN love wit him the way he is in love wit me. ):
I gotta work. I will continue this soon.
xO
sigh.
today brought me a lot of emotions. I miss Brent. I HATE feelin so fuckin pathetic. I HATE this hate this hate this. I can front all I want to, but I do miss him. I cant fuckin wait for this feeling to pass...these feelings to pass. Every time I feel this way,
I took Jon to red lobster for his birthday. It was nice...sigh. I wish more than anything i WAS IN love wit him the way he is in love wit me. ):
I gotta work. I will continue this soon.
xO