my 4th post today!
okay so yeah i know this is my 4th post today, but this is a real post.
hhhokay, so.
IM SO EXCITED! I GOT A NEW KICKASS LAYOUT! [mia-this layout is kickass!!] and the music too. im so excited. lol it took me soo long to figure out how to do it but i got it and im proud, damnit. i would have chosen fall out boy for the music but the site didnt have it. maybe ill look for another site tomorrow. but right now, green day will do. i love this song <33
im getting sick again. my cough is coming back...and it hurts :( screw winter. i hate the flu.
sam is coming on tuesday! im so exited. hes my bestest cousin. i love him to death lol. hes like 8 (or 9 or 10 i really have no idea) and i get to take a day off from school to hang out with him. i think its safe to say im choosing a test day lol. also on tuesday im getting an IPOD!!!!!!!! heck yes. an ipod. now everyone in my family has one lol.
so i went out to dinner with my mom and dad today. and i told them how i decided not to march next year...
they werent happy.
my dad was all OMG WHY DONT YOU LIKE IT and my mom was all wide-eyed and they started like talking about it and asking about it and stuff and i just felt like complete and total shit. so i said 'well i feel terrible about it now. thanks.' then i started to cry. i dont know why. i just did. but it had a nice affect.
and it was silent. for 5 mins.
so when we got home, i got on my computer [and worked with this kickass layout] and later my dad comes in. and just gives me a hug. and says hes sorry and that he supports my decision and such. which was fine. but then he goes and ruins it.
"would you have marched if we stayed in friendswood?"
and then i was pissed off all over again. that question just hit a wrong spot and really upset me and stuff...and i probably would have marched if we'd stayed. but i've changed...and now i dont want to. like this move has changed my life and all, and yes im a different person from all of this. moving and such. but i like who i am now. and i cant go back to who i was. no matter how much my parents want me to...