Aug 23, 2003 00:13
I'm sure some (or most) of you have heard about that big accident down on 595 the other day. Well, I just found out that my friend Dara used to be best friends with the girl who died. They went to sleep away camp together, but they hadn't spoken in a while. She was telling me that she went to her funeral today and it was the saddest thing ever. Dara said how she hadn't seen Rebecca (the girl) in like 2 years in some mall and they ran up to each other and gave the biggest hugs ever. They had plans to hang out soon. It's just terrible how stuff like that happens. I just want to say that I love all of my friends and I am thankful to have you guys.
The following conversation was one that I had a few minute ago. It disgusts me.
ME: im sure u heard of the accident on 595 wednesday rite?
HIM:yea that big pile up
ME:yeah, my friends friend was the one who died! :(
HIM: ur friends friends uncles cousins brothers friend?
MEwut the hell?! thats so sad that sum1 died and ur making a joke?
HIM: its not ajoke
ME: sounds like ur mocking me
HIM: i was
HIM: but im sorry that is sad
ME: eew thats so fucking rude
ME: damn
HIM: what?
ME: that u were making jokes about sumthin so serious
HIM: its not seriosu to me
HIM: i dont know ur friend or ur friend’s friend
ME: but still...wow u have like no heart right now...how can u mock someone about something like that
HIM: i have a heart
HIM: in the profession im around
HIM: u cant get to choked up over one thing
ME: omg dont even give me that fucking shit
ME: i didnt ask u to get choked up
HIM: u have to deal iwth it, get over it, and move on
ME: but to crack jokes?
HIM: i cracked a joke about how distant the relation is
HIM: ur friends friend
HIM: like i said
HIM: im sorry they died
ME: ok ur pissin me off dont talk to me right now bye
HIM: its a sad thing
HIM: but things happen fro a reason sometimes
HIM: u dont know
ME: yeah i guess ur rite, she was supposed to die at age 16 without experiencing life
HIM: u never know
:( I'm so depressed right now. Shit like this makes me sad as hell.