Oh man,
It has been ages since I last updated this. I went back to see what my last entry was, and now I'm all giddy. I do love Brandon. Anyways, things have been good...I think. Everything between Nick and I were going absolutely wonderful there for a while. I've decided that was only because Lester had a woman and was practically ignoring him. Yay Karma. But then she broke up with Lester and now they're once again attached....Nick's dick, Lester's ass.
I practically live in Bryce's mom's basement during the week with Nick. It's not terrible, but I most definitely miss my bed and Sassfras a lot. I wish my parents would just let him stay at my house.
School has been going okay I suppose. I'm sick of it though. I can't decided if I really do hate Biology or if it's alright. Same with Calculus. I was taking an art class also, but being there from 9-6 two days a week sucked so I dropped it. I didn't need it or anything, I just thought I'd enjoy it. But I really didn't. Oh well, that's $200+ back into parent's wallet. Sometimes I really doubt that what I'm studying is really for me. I feel like I'm going to fail terribly. And then what? Then I start watching the Food Network and remember how much I love cooking and feel like that's what I should be doing. But I'm such a picky eater I do believe I'd suck at that too. And I wouldn't make crap for money. Well, I guess I probably wont be making crap for money studying Environmental Science either.
Um, I started working at Panera Bread recently. It's quite alright. Not everyone sucks. However, one of my twelve managers, Alicia, does suck really bad. I want to fight the bitch so badly. Maybe then she would stop being such a dumb cunt and realize that she's really not as cool as she thinks she is. Other than her, I enjoy it. There are some shitty customers, but you'll get that anywhere I suppose. One lady yelled at me yesterday because I did not know that her usual was a cafe latte with decaf. Damn me for not being able to read the British broad's mind! I just told her "I'm new and I've never waited on you..."
I really don't do anything or see anyone ever. I go to school, go to my real home and eat dinner with my family, then go to my second home for bed then wake up to do it all over again. Then the weekend comes and I've been too broke to even go back into Peoria to hang out with anyone. Man, I'm so excited to have money here soon! There is so much I need/want to buy. I know I'm going to be disappointed when I see my check and it's not going to be near enough to get everything on this list. Oh well, it's still going to be nice to have money for a change.
So remember when I posted that entry about possibly moving to Wyoming? Yeah, well I haven't heard anything about it since then. I've tried multiple times to get in contact with my grandmother but she has yet to call me back or even try to get a hold of me. Whatever. I don't know what I'm going to do about school next year. I don't know how it's going to get paid for either. I know my parents wont be able to afford it, especially since I don't get any financial aid. And I'm not a genius so I don't have any fancy scholarships. I wish the scholarships I did get from other schools could stay with me even if I didn't go to that school. Wouldn't that be wonderful?
Next weekend I'm staying out at the cabin with Kory, Kimmy, Izzy, and Nick....and hopefully BRYCE and ANDREA/Cody. I think it will be fun. Kory is pretty excited to go fishing all weekend. I'm just excited to be around people other than just Nick and my family haha.
I'm such I could ramble on this for ages about the most pointless things, but I've decided that this is a good place to stop. It's kind of incomplete and random, but at least I updated it for a change.
I practically live in Bryce's mom's basement during the week with Nick. It's not terrible, but I most definitely miss my bed and Sassfras a lot. I wish my parents would just let him stay at my house.
School has been going okay I suppose. I'm sick of it though. I can't decided if I really do hate Biology or if it's alright. Same with Calculus. I was taking an art class also, but being there from 9-6 two days a week sucked so I dropped it. I didn't need it or anything, I just thought I'd enjoy it. But I really didn't. Oh well, that's $200+ back into parent's wallet. Sometimes I really doubt that what I'm studying is really for me. I feel like I'm going to fail terribly. And then what? Then I start watching the Food Network and remember how much I love cooking and feel like that's what I should be doing. But I'm such a picky eater I do believe I'd suck at that too. And I wouldn't make crap for money. Well, I guess I probably wont be making crap for money studying Environmental Science either.
Um, I started working at Panera Bread recently. It's quite alright. Not everyone sucks. However, one of my twelve managers, Alicia, does suck really bad. I want to fight the bitch so badly. Maybe then she would stop being such a dumb cunt and realize that she's really not as cool as she thinks she is. Other than her, I enjoy it. There are some shitty customers, but you'll get that anywhere I suppose. One lady yelled at me yesterday because I did not know that her usual was a cafe latte with decaf. Damn me for not being able to read the British broad's mind! I just told her "I'm new and I've never waited on you..."
I really don't do anything or see anyone ever. I go to school, go to my real home and eat dinner with my family, then go to my second home for bed then wake up to do it all over again. Then the weekend comes and I've been too broke to even go back into Peoria to hang out with anyone. Man, I'm so excited to have money here soon! There is so much I need/want to buy. I know I'm going to be disappointed when I see my check and it's not going to be near enough to get everything on this list. Oh well, it's still going to be nice to have money for a change.
So remember when I posted that entry about possibly moving to Wyoming? Yeah, well I haven't heard anything about it since then. I've tried multiple times to get in contact with my grandmother but she has yet to call me back or even try to get a hold of me. Whatever. I don't know what I'm going to do about school next year. I don't know how it's going to get paid for either. I know my parents wont be able to afford it, especially since I don't get any financial aid. And I'm not a genius so I don't have any fancy scholarships. I wish the scholarships I did get from other schools could stay with me even if I didn't go to that school. Wouldn't that be wonderful?
Next weekend I'm staying out at the cabin with Kory, Kimmy, Izzy, and Nick....and hopefully BRYCE and ANDREA/Cody. I think it will be fun. Kory is pretty excited to go fishing all weekend. I'm just excited to be around people other than just Nick and my family haha.
I'm such I could ramble on this for ages about the most pointless things, but I've decided that this is a good place to stop. It's kind of incomplete and random, but at least I updated it for a change.