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I'm going to end up getting myself in a pickle. Feelings are going back to how they were, and that's my bad. Really long hugs don't help any. My brain needs to overpower my heart. Seriously. No matter how much I tell myself that I know this is stupid, not to let myself go back to that, there is always the part of me that says "ohhh but remember how much fun you had before..."
If I only just begin to understand it that's because
Every time I start to change my mind again
It gets me back to where I was
I wish I was a guy and didn't give two shits ha.
I've been confused out of my mind lately.
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me.
I'm not boy crazy. That makes me sound like a lesbian. I'm not girl crazy either.
I'm not looking for a lover.
all those lovers are liars
Yesterday started off bad. However, I enjoyed it much more later on in the evening.
I'm excited for going to a haunted house on Friday! Woo!
I wish I could play guitar or piano. My mind has been going crazy recently. I'd write a song.
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me,
What would you do?
No one knows who you are. Just another girl...
I feel like that a lot when I'm around specific people. I should be used to it though. Being best friends with Whitney and Taylor I got to hear people talk about how absolutely beautiful they were. It only bothers me when I let it. Once I let it, I can't stop it.
I'm in over my head.
I need a pick-me-up.
If I only just begin to understand it that's because
Every time I start to change my mind again
It gets me back to where I was
I wish I was a guy and didn't give two shits ha.
I've been confused out of my mind lately.
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me.
I'm not boy crazy. That makes me sound like a lesbian. I'm not girl crazy either.
I'm not looking for a lover.
all those lovers are liars
Yesterday started off bad. However, I enjoyed it much more later on in the evening.
I'm excited for going to a haunted house on Friday! Woo!
I wish I could play guitar or piano. My mind has been going crazy recently. I'd write a song.
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me,
What would you do?
No one knows who you are. Just another girl...
I feel like that a lot when I'm around specific people. I should be used to it though. Being best friends with Whitney and Taylor I got to hear people talk about how absolutely beautiful they were. It only bothers me when I let it. Once I let it, I can't stop it.
I'm in over my head.
I need a pick-me-up.