all i ever wanted was to be your spine

[xtremesnow19]

blah. cant sleep. was ganna go with melody to ft. myers tomorrow but mom said no. ::sigh:: so now melodys stuck with tonys g/f jenny - the freaking immature stupid 13 yr old. so annoying! im sry, ive trued to be nice to her, but i cant. theres just something about her. pisses the hell out of me. w/e. anyways. there nothing going on here except school. everything & everyone that used to be a memorable part of my life just kind of disappered. ok theres still a couple left. but the majoritys gone. either they moved or they just kinda disappeared. or both. its weird. lifes not the same anymore. i guess its never the same. we just gotta get over it. but hey at least a couple of ppl r coming back into my life. hopefully. i miss my friends. i havent seen them in forever. blah. omg! i saw the notebook tonight!!! it was awesome. ok yeah, a chick flick, but this one was really good. like the acting didnt suck. & trust me, im a director, i know good acting when i see it. i even kinda cried at the end. ::lowers eyes, smiles, & hides in a corner... laughs:: wow im retarded.

i miss the old you. whered u go?? i hate u for it! good. go away. youre good at it. i can pretend too. its not that hard.