Nov 02, 2005 07:08
It's possible for light to be born from darkness. In the end, that's how it is. I'm not sure if that's how we managed to collect the pieces of black and white on this world, but it's not like night is some thing that'll just appear; no, it's something that'll be revealed. It's how all is, isn't it? Take a second to think about how this planet lives within light and darkness. That's not really a negative thing, either, if you truly value light.
I'm far from this invulnerable figure that some seem to think I am. For example, I'll do my daily walking around and at some point I'll lose track of myself and hit my pinky toe upon something solid and in such a way that it'll take a piece of skin almost the size of the nail off of it. And it'll hurt.
"Be quiet. Unfortunately, a feeling isn't something that can be removed so easily; no, it'll instead just find a place within you to hide so that it can surprise you and surface at the worst possible time. Our control over that feeling is limited, man, it's how we handle the feeling that we should find most important."
People who speak to me about a feeling they have for someone that isn't consistent are silly. A feeling put within a person and eventually broken to a point that it'll only glow under specific circumstances is just silly. If it'll need to be fed every other minute just to have any color, then it's only going to starve. It isn't even that the person will feel all too empty, no, people wouldn't deal with it so poorly if it was that obvious. There's an entirely different yet equally not pretty side to this as well.
If you love someone enough, they'll love you back? That's such an interesting concept. Within it, many a thing can be found.
Not being able to answer an important question isn't so bad. No one should feel that they must be able to gain the answer quickly, for that's pointless; instead, be glad you have a grasp on the question. It can't be said that it's futile to look too far ahead just because it'll be somewhat blind in how you don't know the answer to the question you'd base stuff on, because it's that which would help in defining the question. Contradiction is inevitable, I believe, unless you change your point of view to erase the entire concept of contradiction or come up with something different to replace it, but it's within that contradiction that we grow. I often look at people and wonder what contradiction has been placed within them.
I opened up to the most random damn person. It's partly the individual and partly the circumstances that tie them to you that lead you to value someone in a certain way, and the circumstances can be pretty damn random; timing and atmosphere play a large part, too. Impatience would lead someone to seek a certain type of individual, or impatience mainly, for that's what'd blind them and make them lose sight of what they're truly looking for... a moment.
Alright, I'm done. It's now time for me to lay down in my bed for hours upon hours. Will I sleep? I'll most likely sleep only minutes at a time, unless a dream carries me far away from consciousness. Either way, it's been a good day.