Oct 25, 2004 12:01
I am going to admit one of the most cruel things about me ever...
I am an ungrateful person sometimes. I admit it, I like to take and take and take, but I rarely ever give back...I feel that if I were still a Baptist, I'd be destined for Hell no matter what I did or said in my life to redeem myself now. And, the thing that made me realize this was...get this, a Reba McEntire song. Ask me for details and stuff.
I'm very self-conscious about myself...almost paranoid. I think that I've been around so many large people in life, that I think I am fat. I realize that I am getting skinnier, but I retain this "I'm fat" feeling. One day...I'll lose that feeling. When though?!
Another thing I realized about myself is, I have the SHORTEST temper ever. I lost my temper like, 5 times yesterday, and a couple times this morning. I think I need psychiatric help. Oh well, I'll get over it. Meh...
Well, the hunt for a job continues. Until then...Aurevior, you Scheissekopf's.
XXXAnthonyXXX