Aug 09, 2004 14:04
lonely, rejected, restless, sad, scared, sick, tired, worried, crushed, discouraged, so on...
its natural when im suffering from depression to think i wanna leave, as in leave the earth, i just hope i dont get suicidal again. i luv life enyet i dislike the suffering i go through sometimes...
when my dog is suffering, to that point were gonna put him to sleep, i mean why should someone go on through life suffering just for everyone elses selfish need of wanting them to stick around?
i cant go on enyet i must. everyones temptation to keep me here is not selfish. i just hope these tears and feelings of no hope and sufferage go away soon, or else ill feel hopeless, when my faith is wut gives me strength to go on....