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i have this fear of growing up alone. not only single but friendless.
i had 2 best friends while growing up. the three of us had the same kindgarden class in the same classroom that my mom teaches in right now. Amber, Phillip, and i would walk to and from school almost every day with my mom. my mom would go on dates so i went to either Amber's house or Phillip's house to spend the night. i hardly saw Amber ever again because of her move to be with her dad. even though Phillip lived just across the street, we never hung out after we grew up and went to different schools. i had the biggest crush on him too so i would sit outside and pretend to read when he was outside playing. then towards 7th grade, i was told by him that he thought i was a nerd. then he moved. he goes to Whitmer now and i guess he's a major stoner. i saw him yesterday at work. it was amazing that i knew it was him, yet he had no idea who i was.i have great friends now. but i thought i had great friends back when i was little.there's one person i really want to talk to right now. the only man i know of that has never thought less of me and always has listened to me. so i hope i can talk to him tonight.
i had 2 best friends while growing up. the three of us had the same kindgarden class in the same classroom that my mom teaches in right now. Amber, Phillip, and i would walk to and from school almost every day with my mom. my mom would go on dates so i went to either Amber's house or Phillip's house to spend the night. i hardly saw Amber ever again because of her move to be with her dad. even though Phillip lived just across the street, we never hung out after we grew up and went to different schools. i had the biggest crush on him too so i would sit outside and pretend to read when he was outside playing. then towards 7th grade, i was told by him that he thought i was a nerd. then he moved. he goes to Whitmer now and i guess he's a major stoner. i saw him yesterday at work. it was amazing that i knew it was him, yet he had no idea who i was.i have great friends now. but i thought i had great friends back when i was little.there's one person i really want to talk to right now. the only man i know of that has never thought less of me and always has listened to me. so i hope i can talk to him tonight.