wow oh my gosh
so i've been living on my own now... its been an experience thats for sure! i'm absolutely loving it! im not that far from work... its in mill creek... not that bad of an area! just its awesome. and i couldnt ask for anyone else to live with! they are seriously the most awesomest people ever... and we all get along so well its unbelievable. and since i know you guys have been dying to know about my "love" life... its great! i honostly have the most splended man in my life. we just... have this connection. its undescribable. i feel like i am myself when im around him... just so open. most of the time we just lay around my place and do nothing... but its the funnest times i have ever had! we just have loads of fun. its like i have absolutely nothing to worry about when im with him. i forget all of the bad things in life when hes around me. yesterday we went and drank on the beach... and i mostly told him how i felt. he said something along the lines of us meeting as destiny? i dont know... i just... i cant be in a room with him without having his arm around me or me touching him. the two people i care about most in the world love him... hes just. so... AAHHH! he gives me butterflys in my tummy EVERY time he looks at me. his touch gives me the shivers. its just... man oh man. its such a wonderful feeling.. and i have never ever felt like this before. i hope that everyone can and will feel like i do. its great. hes super awesome! the most astonishingly beautifully funny caring guy i have ever known... hes 26.. which some might frown apon i suppose... but it doesnt matter at all to me. im as happy as happy can be and im loving it! so i hope that you are all doing really really well and i might update this sometime... at somepoint later