Nov 17, 2004 16:00
There’s not anything new lately. I miss Tay like CrAzY and I want her to come home. :0( She’s not going to be home until next Tuesday though…so I need to suck it up for another six days. I didn’t get to talk to her yesterday so she called me at 7:45 this morning. I was half asleep so I told her I would call her later tonight on my free minutes. I really need her right now. Life is great but when your best friend isn’t around it just seems like there’s always something that goes wrong and you need them…Finally…the Jason thing is over with. He has his shirt back and that’s the end of that! Thank God!! .:*Kenny*:.(watch out...it's PiNk) and I have gotten a lot closer and things have been going well with that. Ash still has guy problems, but I doubt that will ever change. Tay and Shaddy are doing great! He’s prefect for her, he’s outgoing and he loves to dance and sing. He’s so fuckin hilarious…lol I didn’t find out very good news last night. Found out that Scott had sex with some sophomore and he didn’t even know her last name. Yea, tell me about it! He knew her though…that’s what he said…I asked him why he would do something like that and he was like, “I was drunk…” I was like well drinking isn’t an excuse. Then we wants to be like, “I’m not using that as an excuse!” Yea right! Then why did you say that? Give me a break…We told you to get a girl your age not a step up from a freshman…haha! I’ve pretty much lost ALL respect for him. It was bad enough before that I didn’t know who he was, well now I’m just lost for words…He has done like a total 180 and it’s definitely NOT for the better. He goes, “why is it that big of a deal? I can’t take it back.” I was like because I don’t know you and you doing that isn’t who you are. He says, “I know…” I was like you know damn well if I were to do something like that you would be disappointed in me too, he goes, “I know…” Alright then, now you see why I’m upset!! What a loser, he’s definitely cutting himself short. Sad part is the only reason he wishes he didn’t do it was because now him and Kristen aren’t talking…Boo Fuckin Hoo!! Like that was any better! But whatever he can say whatever he wants to me. It’s prolly a lie anyways…who knows how many times he has been dishonest with me. More than a few…He prolly came out and all his guys were like, “yea, you hit that!” And he prolly just laughed it up and was like, “Yeaaa!!!” Fuckin disgusting if you ask me…I get upset because that hurts! He was my first love you know…?? But that pain will fade away too, just like all the other pain he has caused me! And I know I’m not the only one that feels that way either…But anyways…Not sure what I’m getting into tonight but hopefully something more interesting then driving around wasting gas like I did last night…Peace Bitches!!!