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Hmmm, what to talk about... Too much hockey lately to even think staight. But I played pretty well, so Im not complaining.
I did something that I guess was really stupid, even though I don't see it that way...yet... Krusty134 knows what Im talking about. I'm just so sick of the way things keep turning out. Nothing seems to help me anymore. I'm this close to giving up, about ready to stop taking my meds. I don't want to go to school anymore, I just dont know anything these days. This past week and a half has been so depressing, I dont know whats up. I'm tired all the time, I don't even like to do the things I love anymore. Its like "what the fuck is up with me?" People say to look forward to the future... I dont see anything there....just blackness... I'm never going to amount to anything... I dont have any special skills or anything...
I did something that I guess was really stupid, even though I don't see it that way...yet... Krusty134 knows what Im talking about. I'm just so sick of the way things keep turning out. Nothing seems to help me anymore. I'm this close to giving up, about ready to stop taking my meds. I don't want to go to school anymore, I just dont know anything these days. This past week and a half has been so depressing, I dont know whats up. I'm tired all the time, I don't even like to do the things I love anymore. Its like "what the fuck is up with me?" People say to look forward to the future... I dont see anything there....just blackness... I'm never going to amount to anything... I dont have any special skills or anything...