my eyes are open to the appeal and checking to see if anyones coming

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so i think i really like this boy.and he really likes me. the last two days in a row after school we've went to his house for about an hour taking a nap/watching passions. i love it. i love him. right now, he means a lot to me. but who am i trying to kid? this could all change in a month or so. why do i have to ruin everything good in my life? i'm a very fickle person and im sure i could come up with some boys who can tell you that themselves, and then slander my name afterwards. although, i can slander theirs as well. bastards. so to let out the words ive been feeling for 'him' for the last while, i heart you jezzay.
i hope i never break your heart. save us grace and break mine instead. pretty please.