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I'm in a weird mood. Sitting home alone. Lights off in my room. Listening to Avenged Sevenfold via headphones. Pondering life. Not a day goes by without tears in my eyes. I'm not sure what that is all about. There is always something that ins't how it is supposed to be. But then again, there is no supposed to be. That went out the window with my innocence. The winter coming seems to be a symbolic transition in my life. As everyday goes by, I get more and more dark. Everyday there is less and less joy and more lonliness and contemplation. When did I become so emo? I feel as if I should just get up and run. Run away. Like a big dramatic movie scene when the sound drops out and the music comes in blaring....I throw down everything in my hands....and just run. And keep running. And that ends the movie. So I suppose this ending doesn't work. Life wouldn't end with the movie version of my life. I have to fix things. But nothing will fix things but time. Time before steve decides to leave or not. Time to fix the situation between us. Time before Danny is over me and we can talk again. Hmm. Thats all I have for now.
PS. Don't worry, i'm not that depressed...just right now.
PS. Don't worry, i'm not that depressed...just right now.