And It's Hard To Say I'm Shaking
I'm in shock.
I just found out that Dawn will be in the hospital for a long time...
She had a heart attack Thursday night.
I want to cry.
I don't know how to react to news like that. I love her a lot.
May is going to suck so much.
1. I can't take my driver's test because I don't have a car
2. How will I be able to go to prom if Dawn is in the hospital and can't write a letter to Mrs. Fielding explaining my absences?
3. How the hell am I gonna be able to get back and forth to school if I can't get a bus pass and I have no money for gas?
4. What am I going to eat?
5. Why am I being selfish?
I'm at home right now babysitting Dakotah so that Deb can go to a funeral. I cried last night and a bit this morning cuz I didn't want to leave. I've come attached to Anthony and his family. I've seen more in a week than I could ever dream of experiencing in my life. He's so lucky and I would kill to be a part of a family like his.
Him and I knew it was best that I leave. We're making no plans to see each other at all this weekend. I think we got tired of being stuck in the house for seven days with each other. Maybe if we went out or did something out of the ordinary, it would've been ok. Oh well. I still love him, we just need a little space right now.
And I think he broke my nose.
I love you, Dawn Eaton! I hope you get better.