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I tried out for Eaglette Officer. I didn't make it. I'm not nessicerally hurt by the fact that I didn't make it. It is that I don't feel like it was a fair shot, and I was cheated out of it because I'm not a stuck up prep. I'm not rich. And I am my own individual person. Even Stephanie James made it, thats a little bit on the fucktarded side. Want to know how I know the judging was fucked up? My bestfriend Rachael who I've been friends with since I was 5, didn't make it. She's the best dancer I know. I watched her dance, she blew everyone to dust. And the judges asked her three retarded questions and told her to leave. I don't know what everyones deal is. But I'm sick of it.
And I'm so depressed right now. I feel like I'm staring off into space nothing is around me and I just don't care anymore. I'm starting to realize alot of things right now. Like that life sucks, and no matter what I do or how I do it, I'll never be good enough. With my art, dancing, boyfriend, family, religion everything. I should just give up on life and sit on my couch, eat cheetos, and drink Dr. Pepper until I die from fatness and failure. I feel like its Miss A's fault that maybe she told the judges she didn't want me and Rachael to be officer. I want to run up to her and scream my lungs out, tell her I'm glad she's leaving and that because of her I quit. That she's a horrible person and she doesn't deserve to breathe air. But, I know that isn't true. Miss A is a good person, she just doesn't like me I guess. I feel like the officers were decided before we even steped in the try out room. Come on, Stephanie James better than Rachael? Hannah Hendricks better than Rachael? MIRIAM ANDERSON BETTER THAN RACHAEL?!?! Rachael taught Miriam everything she knows. This world makes me sick. Part of me wants to drop out of Eaglettes, I can't go back, I'm a joke, but the other part of me wants to bust ass, and next year in tryouts try my best to make captain. Then when I make captain, I can pull down my pants and say kiss this bitches. But that won't happen. I'm Lacey Worley. Lacey Worleys get nothing good in life. Except amazing boyfriends, good friends and a decent family. Thats it.
My family got a kitty and a hamspter today :) well me and my dad. The hampster is Austin's and the kitty is more of mine and some of my whole families, but when I move out I take her. The kitty's name is Mokey, like Moo key. Unfortunatly she was named before. She is so shy, but out going at the same time. She has always been in a cage she has never once been free to roam around. When she was born she was left in a cage in a dark room with 22 other cats for 2 years. Then she was sent to petsmart. She's really outgoing in the cage or in a corner, but shes very shy also she will NOT come out. Actually, she's looking around right now. If you make eye contact she'll run away. She's cute and I love her, she's black, and she looks EXACTLY like Booboo, but fatter. :) Mokey is pretty, and I'm falling in love with her. I'm afraid Mokey will kill the hampster though :( I will cry. Well my mom and bro are home time to suprize them!
And I'm so depressed right now. I feel like I'm staring off into space nothing is around me and I just don't care anymore. I'm starting to realize alot of things right now. Like that life sucks, and no matter what I do or how I do it, I'll never be good enough. With my art, dancing, boyfriend, family, religion everything. I should just give up on life and sit on my couch, eat cheetos, and drink Dr. Pepper until I die from fatness and failure. I feel like its Miss A's fault that maybe she told the judges she didn't want me and Rachael to be officer. I want to run up to her and scream my lungs out, tell her I'm glad she's leaving and that because of her I quit. That she's a horrible person and she doesn't deserve to breathe air. But, I know that isn't true. Miss A is a good person, she just doesn't like me I guess. I feel like the officers were decided before we even steped in the try out room. Come on, Stephanie James better than Rachael? Hannah Hendricks better than Rachael? MIRIAM ANDERSON BETTER THAN RACHAEL?!?! Rachael taught Miriam everything she knows. This world makes me sick. Part of me wants to drop out of Eaglettes, I can't go back, I'm a joke, but the other part of me wants to bust ass, and next year in tryouts try my best to make captain. Then when I make captain, I can pull down my pants and say kiss this bitches. But that won't happen. I'm Lacey Worley. Lacey Worleys get nothing good in life. Except amazing boyfriends, good friends and a decent family. Thats it.
My family got a kitty and a hamspter today :) well me and my dad. The hampster is Austin's and the kitty is more of mine and some of my whole families, but when I move out I take her. The kitty's name is Mokey, like Moo key. Unfortunatly she was named before. She is so shy, but out going at the same time. She has always been in a cage she has never once been free to roam around. When she was born she was left in a cage in a dark room with 22 other cats for 2 years. Then she was sent to petsmart. She's really outgoing in the cage or in a corner, but shes very shy also she will NOT come out. Actually, she's looking around right now. If you make eye contact she'll run away. She's cute and I love her, she's black, and she looks EXACTLY like Booboo, but fatter. :) Mokey is pretty, and I'm falling in love with her. I'm afraid Mokey will kill the hampster though :( I will cry. Well my mom and bro are home time to suprize them!