unperfection..yet again.
eh..man..today was so horrid..my sister yet once again threatened to leave the house..ugh..she is too much of a pussy to..even if she would run away..-which she has-..she goes to her fuckin cousin's house across the street..ooh wow..that's far..::sarcastic::..and then..after she skipped 3 days of school without even telling me and hiding it from me..she does the "i have a bad life" drama story to my rents..and they get mad but then give her whatever the fuck she wants and it pisses me off..i mean..if i would skip one day they would crush me..and she dosen't even have a bad life..she makes it that way..i mean..come on..she dates a guy that has 14 arrests on his record..all of them very serious..and she loves him..ugh..what a pitty..she is so dedicated to a guy who has no life..and even if he tried still wouldn't have one..with that many arrests who would hire him for a job? eh...whatever though..i'm not gonna even bother with it anymore..no one even cares on what i have to say anyways..what's the point in wasting my breath..my sister should be fucking greatful she has her way and gets to see her boyfriend..and can call him..and can see him in person instead of being all incognito about it like i have to fucking do..it's worth it though..when i do..::sigh::..but anyways..maybe soon i will get my way..and get to be with who i long to be with..eh..watever.
..why can't i just have one day..that everything would be perfect..
..why can't i just have one day..that everything would be perfect..