xI dont wanna be anything other then what ive been trying to be latleyx

Dec 20, 2004 21:58

So ya Im feeling not so good!Angela`s mad at me and all though I dont blame her I feel like crap!Shes right absoultley i shouldn`t smoke,even if its not alot and it is once a week its still worng and shes right!But I know that eventually I will stop for good,I know that God is close to me,with me,and I knwo that he understands.I praise my saviour and ask him for forgieness,I know that she only wants what`s best for me.I love her i really do and iam so grateful to have a loving,caring,compassionate best friend like Angelina Gallo I miss you to pieaces.

Im feeling alone,somewhat sad,Christmas isisnt half what it used to be liek or feel like!Angela`s not gonna be here for one,Maura`s por mom might notbe home for the holiday once again,my prayers ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR MOM DEAR PRINCESS!Just goes to show how life can be so unfair. Im just not in a happy mood,and not even with the holidays coming up.All i know is that ive spent my last three pays on my family and friends for chritmas and its not that i mind and i dont regret it,its just somthingyou tend to think about when your down all the money you blow in like a matter of min,sec.Whatever i guess im feeling like this now,today may just not be my day!

You know when you feel like you can`t talk to anyone or say anything cuz I you feel like pepoleeither don`t care or you feel like ppl arent trustworthy.Its like it feels like everyone these days isint sincere anymore everyones jelouse and no ones happy for anyone like everyone feeds off talking bad about eacother starting rumors about eacother or you know picking at every single one of other ppls flaws well according to them that is!

Ev ):
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