xLetter to Friendsx
Well,sorry friends but this is gonna be a late entry for Christmas....so ya MERRY CHRITMAS EVERYONE and you know since I won't be here A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Im leaving this Tuesday and i couldnt be more excited!Im gonna see Angela,im gonna be in Hawaii for new years,im gonna have a crystal clear white water,white sand,beach to go to everyday and tan my ASS OFF!LoL
I know I know your probably saying to urself what a BITCH!I feel so blessed and previliged,and i just wanna thank God my saviour for walking right beside me at all times,for at times carrying me when my feet go to weary,for listening,and opening my heart,I wanna thank my mommy because without her i would be nowhere and serisouly a nobody,i would of wasted my life,and gone down a path that you know just wasant meant for me!I loevher to Death,and without her i would be nothing!
I wanna thank my friends,Milena,for listening,making me laugh,teaching me things,making me understand,for just being Milenan and you know liking me for me,we've gotten closer then ever and you knwo if you would of old me like a year ago that me and milena would be working togther,and getting closer,and wait even have inside jokes between us i would of probably laughed!Cuz you know me and Mileh were never this close we were friends but not this close,who would of thought!And were totally compatable!LOLThank you Milena for being urself.I love you,and i will miss you and i pormise to take a million pictures!And get some footage on my new video camera ya thats right!I adore every little detail about you Milena,from your sarcasim,to the way you laugh,snez,and hug.I LOVE YOU.You are one of the greatest smartest girls whos influenced me in so many ways,and beacause of you ive gotten better at so many things,and because of you ive learned so many things about myself that i never really noticed myself.And because of you im going back to school!And i wanna thank you for that,hug,hug,hug,Ya tahts rigth Dawson Sept.ya ya ya!
I wannaank Maui,for you know being maura,there will always be only one maura,its like noone will ever do the things Maura does.Umm weve been bf for so longand you know now its like ya i do talk to you i do call you you call me but you know we used to be so much more then that,and i miss it!But i still do love you with all my heart,and your always in my thoughts and prayers.I wanna thank you for being patient with me,for loving me,for being there when i needed someone to talk to,i knowi can always call you up no matter when and just pour my heart out.But honestly,i really wanan work at oour friendship more thenanything,and I know that you know you already have somone who has that kinda of friendship with you like the best friend type of thing,Angela.But i wanna be part of your lofe muara ive known you far to long to just let you go,for what for nothing,no it doesnt make sense to me.....i already lost something that was very dear to me,and it almost literally destroyed me inside,and i dont want that agin.So all in all i love you and everything about you,i adore you...i hope that when i get back well have time for eachother and you know take the time to love eachother,and get to knwo eachother better!Honestly maura you need to start seeing who your true friends are,cuz what you call friends are nothing,noteven a small fragment of what the ppl who really care about you are!
I wanna thank Danny,for maaking me laugh,for always being able to put a smile onmy face no matter what,for turning a bad day into one of my best days ever,for taking care of me,for lookig out for me,for making me comfortable to be who iam with him,i dont have to be fake,or you know ditzy and act all cool i can be myself,my old stupid deleriouse retarded self and i love him for that!I wanna thank him honeslty its gonna sound i dont know....wtv,but thank you for all the times you picked me up brought me back home no matter what time it was or when it was you always ofered,and even when i would say no you always insisted,i wanna thank you for being able to talk to you,to tell you how im feeling without you thinking im to emotional or you knoe wierd!I wanna thank you for being diffrent,for not following other ppl cuz its cool cuz what there saying or doing is cool,for being yourself,no matter what the situation.I love you Dan,and im happy that i get to PARTY and share years of my life with you!
I wanna thank Felicia ya i knwoi know not alot of ppl like her,but honestly i loveher and i dont care what ppl say she has one of the biggest hearts,shes sweet and would do anythign for me and i would do anythign for her,she has her faults and defects but honestly dont we all,ppl just judge to quick,itslike ya she doess smoke anddddd...havent we all!Wtv i loev that girl and shes been there for me actually when honestly no one was!Word!
And i wanan thank Sar.you are amazing inside and out ,you what can i say,your a girl form the west that i met at an adult center like almost 2 years ago now and we've only grown closer i love you who you are and how you are your real,yourpassionate,your deep,i feels o blessed to have met you and still be friends with you,even if you live far away and you go to school and work we still manage to see eachother and hangout i will miss you,i wann athank you for listening to me when i needed somone,for helping with alot of shit,for helping me cope with other ppls crap,for making me a stronger person,for helping me build my character,i love you always!No matter what...your my homegirl!LOL...I STILLHAVE THAT MESSAGE YOU LEFT ME.
So in conclusion,to this i dont knwo i guess ummm going away letter to all my friends lol,i will definetly miss you all a whole lot,you guys will be in my thoughts always,and ill try to take as much sun as possible to bring back to you guys!I loev you all and A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL,may it bring new beginings,joy and hapiness!I love you and ill take as many pics and video footage as i can!
God Bless!
Im leaving this Tuesday and i couldnt be more excited!Im gonna see Angela,im gonna be in Hawaii for new years,im gonna have a crystal clear white water,white sand,beach to go to everyday and tan my ASS OFF!LoL
I know I know your probably saying to urself what a BITCH!I feel so blessed and previliged,and i just wanna thank God my saviour for walking right beside me at all times,for at times carrying me when my feet go to weary,for listening,and opening my heart,I wanna thank my mommy because without her i would be nowhere and serisouly a nobody,i would of wasted my life,and gone down a path that you know just wasant meant for me!I loevher to Death,and without her i would be nothing!
I wanna thank my friends,Milena,for listening,making me laugh,teaching me things,making me understand,for just being Milenan and you know liking me for me,we've gotten closer then ever and you knwo if you would of old me like a year ago that me and milena would be working togther,and getting closer,and wait even have inside jokes between us i would of probably laughed!Cuz you know me and Mileh were never this close we were friends but not this close,who would of thought!And were totally compatable!LOLThank you Milena for being urself.I love you,and i will miss you and i pormise to take a million pictures!And get some footage on my new video camera ya thats right!I adore every little detail about you Milena,from your sarcasim,to the way you laugh,snez,and hug.I LOVE YOU.You are one of the greatest smartest girls whos influenced me in so many ways,and beacause of you ive gotten better at so many things,and because of you ive learned so many things about myself that i never really noticed myself.And because of you im going back to school!And i wanna thank you for that,hug,hug,hug,Ya tahts rigth Dawson Sept.ya ya ya!
I wannaank Maui,for you know being maura,there will always be only one maura,its like noone will ever do the things Maura does.Umm weve been bf for so longand you know now its like ya i do talk to you i do call you you call me but you know we used to be so much more then that,and i miss it!But i still do love you with all my heart,and your always in my thoughts and prayers.I wanna thank you for being patient with me,for loving me,for being there when i needed someone to talk to,i knowi can always call you up no matter when and just pour my heart out.But honestly,i really wanan work at oour friendship more thenanything,and I know that you know you already have somone who has that kinda of friendship with you like the best friend type of thing,Angela.But i wanna be part of your lofe muara ive known you far to long to just let you go,for what for nothing,no it doesnt make sense to me.....i already lost something that was very dear to me,and it almost literally destroyed me inside,and i dont want that agin.So all in all i love you and everything about you,i adore you...i hope that when i get back well have time for eachother and you know take the time to love eachother,and get to knwo eachother better!Honestly maura you need to start seeing who your true friends are,cuz what you call friends are nothing,noteven a small fragment of what the ppl who really care about you are!
I wanna thank Danny,for maaking me laugh,for always being able to put a smile onmy face no matter what,for turning a bad day into one of my best days ever,for taking care of me,for lookig out for me,for making me comfortable to be who iam with him,i dont have to be fake,or you know ditzy and act all cool i can be myself,my old stupid deleriouse retarded self and i love him for that!I wanna thank him honeslty its gonna sound i dont know....wtv,but thank you for all the times you picked me up brought me back home no matter what time it was or when it was you always ofered,and even when i would say no you always insisted,i wanna thank you for being able to talk to you,to tell you how im feeling without you thinking im to emotional or you knoe wierd!I wanna thank you for being diffrent,for not following other ppl cuz its cool cuz what there saying or doing is cool,for being yourself,no matter what the situation.I love you Dan,and im happy that i get to PARTY and share years of my life with you!
I wanna thank Felicia ya i knwoi know not alot of ppl like her,but honestly i loveher and i dont care what ppl say she has one of the biggest hearts,shes sweet and would do anythign for me and i would do anythign for her,she has her faults and defects but honestly dont we all,ppl just judge to quick,itslike ya she doess smoke anddddd...havent we all!Wtv i loev that girl and shes been there for me actually when honestly no one was!Word!
And i wanan thank Sar.you are amazing inside and out ,you what can i say,your a girl form the west that i met at an adult center like almost 2 years ago now and we've only grown closer i love you who you are and how you are your real,yourpassionate,your deep,i feels o blessed to have met you and still be friends with you,even if you live far away and you go to school and work we still manage to see eachother and hangout i will miss you,i wann athank you for listening to me when i needed somone,for helping with alot of shit,for helping me cope with other ppls crap,for making me a stronger person,for helping me build my character,i love you always!No matter what...your my homegirl!LOL...I STILLHAVE THAT MESSAGE YOU LEFT ME.
So in conclusion,to this i dont knwo i guess ummm going away letter to all my friends lol,i will definetly miss you all a whole lot,you guys will be in my thoughts always,and ill try to take as much sun as possible to bring back to you guys!I loev you all and A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL,may it bring new beginings,joy and hapiness!I love you and ill take as many pics and video footage as i can!
God Bless!