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aww my roomates BF just brought her a single red rose and a lovely card!! ME= seriously fucking JEALOUS! He is so nice to her, she better keep him! haha Ryan is nice to me to, but i wish he was here to bring me flowers. I wish he was he just to spend time w/ me! =) oh shit kissing is going on beside me. hehe aw but its cute!
Anyway Theresa is coming down tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See It Through is playing as well!!!
Im so happy about that because i miss her and dee and all my indy kids. it wil be great for her and i to have some girl time together. i need it. im sick of eville people, even my real friends. i like only want to be around ryan lately. Today ive wanted to shut out the whole world and just be w/ him. him i live our own little lives. screw school, screw freinds, screw life..i just wanted to be holed up w/ him..is this normal? i guess it is on a rainy day like today. we both think about the future so much already, it sucks. i wish i knew what was going to happen. i wish i didnt care so much, i wish a lot of things that i cant even belive i am thinking already. I really wish it was Easter weekend, so i could be in IL w/ him. it his BIG bed, not my small one.
Something dissapointing happened today, but i dont want to go into details. Just people care to much about appearences basically and it sucks. I think im past that, i know i am. I thought my friends were to, but it hurt my feelings today when things were said. maybe it was the way stuff was said. i dont know. i just want to walk away........
I have to get through work tomorrow so i can see my T!!!!!!!!!! holla i cant wait for the show. yay for having something to look forward to.
"damn. i want some right now.. with some icecream" T haha i couldnt agree more!!
Anyway Theresa is coming down tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See It Through is playing as well!!!
Im so happy about that because i miss her and dee and all my indy kids. it wil be great for her and i to have some girl time together. i need it. im sick of eville people, even my real friends. i like only want to be around ryan lately. Today ive wanted to shut out the whole world and just be w/ him. him i live our own little lives. screw school, screw freinds, screw life..i just wanted to be holed up w/ him..is this normal? i guess it is on a rainy day like today. we both think about the future so much already, it sucks. i wish i knew what was going to happen. i wish i didnt care so much, i wish a lot of things that i cant even belive i am thinking already. I really wish it was Easter weekend, so i could be in IL w/ him. it his BIG bed, not my small one.
Something dissapointing happened today, but i dont want to go into details. Just people care to much about appearences basically and it sucks. I think im past that, i know i am. I thought my friends were to, but it hurt my feelings today when things were said. maybe it was the way stuff was said. i dont know. i just want to walk away........
I have to get through work tomorrow so i can see my T!!!!!!!!!! holla i cant wait for the show. yay for having something to look forward to.
"damn. i want some right now.. with some icecream" T haha i couldnt agree more!!