Feb 19, 2006 00:04
I just spent the evening with my dad and I love that. Him, paula, and her for rug rats came as well. Which is ok, as long as i have my dad. They brought me a new bed!!! YAYAYAYAYAA I feel like such an adult with my own big bed..no more futon or twin! now i just wish i had someone to seriously share it with. Someone that could be comfy in it with me....
Anyway, we of course went to Hacienda because thats where its at! Chad waited on us and that was so cute! He shook my dads hand right when he saw him...for some reason that really pleased me. It was a delightful dinner for sure. Then we went to see this disney movie, 8 degrees, or something. it was cute, pretty good actually.
Then they brought me back to my apartment. My dad parked and walked me to my door. It was so cute. I really love him and think hes amazing, even though there has been drama. Shit happens ya know...i will always love him. It was really nice to have a man care about me so much. A guy hasnt walked me to my door in probably years. Its so hard to find someone(male) to be in your life that genuinally cares about you. Im so lucky that i will always have my dad to at least fill that void. Not that he can in all aspects, but he can always protect and love me. I really am lucky to have him.
So now I'm back at my apartment, which is pretty much just mine because Wendy is NEVER home. ANd if she is she never spends the night. So i am left here alone to contemplate my life while all alone in my big new comfy bed......things could be worse thats for sure.
and now im crying just thinking about how great my dad is to me. I think I'll always be a daddys girl, and im ok with that.