i walk alone...
as some of you can see i took all the stuff out of my journal that was making me upset still...so that i can start over this journal thing new and not get more depressed over it
well on more exciting new i quit my job..it was bound to happen sooner or later...i just shouldnt have quit when i did, christmas is coming up and i have so much people that i need to buy for and no job...so what i need to do is find a job quick and do pretty much last minute shopping...my sister said i might be able to get a job with her at dunkin donuts...ill take any job right now really.
well im grounded from my computer and im not suppose to be on it right now shhhh...i got bad grades on my report card i failed spanish and pretty much the rest of the grades were d's except for geometry which was a b ...ohhh and i got a c in parenting...damn that shows im gonna be a bad parent yeah well whatever..my mom said that i cant go back on the computer till my next report card which sucks because i hate sneaking around to go on it...but i think if i start to do good and my progress reports do good then i can go back on the computer
i really do hate school i really dont see the point in it unless you want to go to college...i mean i guess i want to go to college if what i want to do doesnt fall back...i really want to be in a band ive been thinking about it and thats its cool but i really decided that is what i want to do...i want to be in a band i want to become famous i want to doi what i want to do...to be in a metal band you dont need fucking high schoool...high school is just full of all these stereotypes and i hate it...they should just make a high school for every individual person and then everything will be alright...they say that high school is the best years of your life...yeah if your a fucking prep or a jock it is because you get all the fucking glory...but what if your just an original person who likes different stuff than anyone else likes that makes you a bad person that makes you "not cool"...ok im gonna stop my rant now
well on more exciting new i quit my job..it was bound to happen sooner or later...i just shouldnt have quit when i did, christmas is coming up and i have so much people that i need to buy for and no job...so what i need to do is find a job quick and do pretty much last minute shopping...my sister said i might be able to get a job with her at dunkin donuts...ill take any job right now really.
well im grounded from my computer and im not suppose to be on it right now shhhh...i got bad grades on my report card i failed spanish and pretty much the rest of the grades were d's except for geometry which was a b ...ohhh and i got a c in parenting...damn that shows im gonna be a bad parent yeah well whatever..my mom said that i cant go back on the computer till my next report card which sucks because i hate sneaking around to go on it...but i think if i start to do good and my progress reports do good then i can go back on the computer
i really do hate school i really dont see the point in it unless you want to go to college...i mean i guess i want to go to college if what i want to do doesnt fall back...i really want to be in a band ive been thinking about it and thats its cool but i really decided that is what i want to do...i want to be in a band i want to become famous i want to doi what i want to do...to be in a metal band you dont need fucking high schoool...high school is just full of all these stereotypes and i hate it...they should just make a high school for every individual person and then everything will be alright...they say that high school is the best years of your life...yeah if your a fucking prep or a jock it is because you get all the fucking glory...but what if your just an original person who likes different stuff than anyone else likes that makes you a bad person that makes you "not cool"...ok im gonna stop my rant now