Sep 01, 2004 16:14
Im living from moment to moment
Not even from day to day
It feels as if this darkness
Will never go away
Im cold so cold inside my soul
I cannot feel the sun
There once was a point to my existance
But now my race is run
I came last of course I always do
I never expected to win
But it would have been nice to have had a chance
To avoid this state Im in
I know theres one sure way to end it
To cease to feel the pain
But Im afraid that Id still be a failure
And wake to face it all again
I’m afraid to live, afraid to die
I cannot make a choice
So I suppose Ill just have to continue
In this dark and joyless life
Until I get desperate enough to choose
The Darkness or the Knife
this is a poem i have been working really hard on...tell me if you like it or not..