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Dec 28, 2008 13:45

i think im destined to be alone forever...
yeah i can get a different girl or more every night no problem, but no one will stay
even when they want to, they cant understand...they cant handle me in one way or another
i trick myself into believing them when they say sweet things like they will never leave me or hurt me ...but they always do

im a monogamy collecter... a work addict when it comes to relationships... i want to make things work... compromise, communicate. usually i find that im the only one who wants to be an open book...most people wont communicate, and they dont want my side either. so in the end they decide everything ive done to make them feel better should be expected and taken for granted and i get aggrivated...til finally they find someone with more secrets... cause they know all of mine... and im left alone again

maybe i just need to face it
im never going to be married
im never going to be loved the way i love
and no one will ever want to know as much about me as i want to know about them
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