These wounds upon my heart. . .Open up and bleed once again. . .

Aug 12, 2005 23:01

I dunno what to do anymore. . .
maybe if i just give up and die I will be able to live in happiness again to get away from all of this would be a dream come true. . .if only. .

Broken. . .Bruised
Forgotten. . . Sore
Too fucked up to care anymore

I honestly dont think i cant take any of this anymore!! I try and I try but as hard as I try I always find myself in the same place stuck and alone noone around to love or hold on too.. nothing can help never! Iam alone trying to fight this war within my head but I am losing so badly that I wish this was all over. . . goddamnit take the pain you gave me back and choke on all the tears I had ever wasted on you. . . I hate you. . .i hate you. . .why cant i ever succedd . . . why can t i ever be free.. . . . stuck prisoner and alone in this bloody hell called life. . . what the fuck did i ever do to earn this . . . why

Alone in this world hollow and empty
staring off into the nothingness of eternity
wandering down this lane of broken dreams
stumbling over pieces of my shattered heart
forever doomed and alone to rot
to rot and die a miserable death
walking alone with death breathing down my neck
holding the razor blade tight within my fist
refusing to give into the chaos around
clenching my jaw as the razor bites deep
deep crimson red flows from my viens
faliure. . . faliure i quit i give up
drawing the razor to my neck a smile shows up
fuck the world and the fucked up possibilities
tonight i give
the razor bites deep within the soft soft
as the crimson pours down upon pale skin
as the last weeze comes out i grimance in pain
the razor falls and lands next to the death butterfly
my hopes my dremas nothing more their dead
tonight i gave in. . .

i cant take anymore i refuse i quit!!!!!
no more im so tired of hurting why
what did i ever do why! i quit

i give in. . .not to you but to the temptation
not to you but to my own goddamn reason
fuck the world!!!!

Domi The fucked up... suicidal Homi

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